The usual "I'm a failure, shitty poor life, mistake for human waste" daily thoughts of my unfortunate being. But on a side note, oh gosh you're beautiful, It's a shame that i usually fall for people out of my reach. Either by distance or something's always going on that fails to connect me with the people I'm interested in. 2 people who are both having terrible lives is hot right? No? Okay :c I do hope i can see her more tho, in the next few weeks hopefully.
But no really, i need to get my life together. I'm pretty suicidal at this point, and i can say that while being soo calm due to the amount of other crap i've dealt with in the past. It's not fun growing up, being the one who failed, or the one who's living a poor life, under complicated stressful situations.