A lot of things. Slightly over the death of someone, but this depressing bumbed out feel still stays. That's affecting my work. And with the recent pile ups, it's made 2 hours of usual work into 6 hours. Recovering from being sick & nearly dead, which i had the physical strength to work out and exercise from before. Annd I think the loneliness has finally got to me. I really do get in a terrible mood when there's no one to admire or feel admired by.