I have kept my feelings bottled up till now since no one in my family seems to care(or at least try to understand) about my problems and my friends are busy with work and their own life so I don't want to even add my venting to their problems (but they let me vent when they have the time). And I have no one else to vent on(other than my dog).
My mom thinks I'm just being immature when I talk about my problems. She doesn't listen the moment she opens her phone(now regretting my parents learned how to surf the internet), hell she doesn't even want to try understanding my situation most of the time(this has been going on ever since I graduated high school). And when she's the one venting about this and that, I listen to her.
My dad isn't much of an advice giver or a listener, he's the type to say "that's enough you'll get over it", all he does is sleep half of the day and the other half is spent on watching his weekday tv shows(he gets dramatic if we even dare to change the channel).
My older sister keeps visiting our house with her boyfriend and doing these weird display of affections to each other. I'm okay with them being together, I just wish they'd tone down the affection(when I mean affection, touching the bleep or being so pervy af). They keep making a mess when eating and then leave without cleaning it. What are we maids? What I hate about my sister is that when she was still single and living with us, she leaves her plate on the table to be washed by us, when she borrows something from me, she already got her hands on it.(so I can't refuse now that she's holding it). She is the "I need to borrow this for a minute turns into hours thing" and then you'll be surprised she lost it or something and she won't even do something to compensate what she lost. (One time she "borrowed" my usb(full of school prjects and files) without me knowing about and she texted me that she lost it and she didn't even try and replace the one she lost. What's worse is that she was the one who got angry because I got angry that she lost it.
I don't wanna vent about my older brother... he's a slave driver to my parents.
And my old friend... we've known each other since we were in high school and even went to the same university together. And now we work together(yey?) The first few weeks working with him was ok... when the eve of our first event(work) came and our boss suddenly called us around 10pm to go to the site of the event because one of the led videos needed to be fixed. He(friend) started complaining about why do we need to go there when he's already comfortable and about to sleep(he was literally on the verge of tears). Yeah I get it that it was sudden, but since it was already 2 hours till the event day will officially start , I wouldn't be surprised that there would be situations like that, it was also the clients request to ask us to go there. On the actual day (just to add we were only five people including our bosses at that time, since the company was still new and this event was our big break), we finished OUR end of the work(the graphics and stuff), since we had nothing left to do, we were told to assist our co workers, he started complaining again. He kept nagging "this isn't part of the job, we're just graphic artists huhuhu" and all that bull. And that was always his reason every time we were told to do something, and yes, I understand his side, but he should at least also understand that we were short on manpower and even our bosses were doing hands on work. (That was also the time I noticed I was annoyed by his complaining) He also loved to talk about himself to the point he's going to say "anyway, let's go back to ME..." every time we try and change the subject.
He's also the type to suggest to do this and that but in the end I will be the on to do it... And i've noticed he's never the one to use his phone when it's about work. He'll call me instead --"heyyyy... wanna meet up and call our boss and ask him about this..."-- he NEVER does this on his own and I always end up the one calling. I told him that we didn't need to meet up just to call our boss, he just needs to inform me that he called him(I mean it's HIS question for the boss not ours)...
Aaagghhh!! I got overly dramatic.... anyway I just got annoyed and had to let it out.
What happened afterwards is that I'm taking a break from hanging out with him atm to cool my head off.... I might just get irritated and just cut him off when he talks... xD
It feels better if I verbally talk about it tho T^T Magu is lonely lol