Idk how many girls its been from my first girlfriend at 12. It doesn't matter, like how I feel when I see non-goats
Butt, the last 3 girls stuck out. All leaving me for someone else & avoiding the hell outa me. Apologizing almost year after when the guilt finally hits their brains. Not the last one tho, It's too early for her to notice :')
So yea, everyone I date now, leaves me for someone else. Regrets it, but me forgetting how to love them to even make an attempt at getting back with them. And them living a happy better life after it all.