Not gonna lie, I don't have any good feedback to type in here. I guess, it's sad to see people like you go. Even I myself am not very active here. Bots are more active than users and I come to this website only to clean them off, just doing my daily swiping job.
I guess people do move on, and The Colorless.. is just The Colorless. I'm just here if anything, albeit being really busy in real life as well, but I don't forget my place here and what my job is supposed to be.
Goodluck on your future endeavours and to everyone as well, should they never return to CL.