I hope I am able to channel my energy enough for everyone to survive. I don't know what do you guys see me as, but I hope it's a good thing. The girls are picking up and the guys are doing much more quality work now after the 3rd semester (which is like the first time I 'accidentally bumped' into this class because I got lost, hey can't blame me, it was my first time here). I hope it's because you guys are getting enough motivation from my performance since then. I am not at all perfect though, if you want me as an example, then I'll be your example even though you guys are older than me, I obviously will take the first lead in any presentations and submit my work on the top so I can shelter the flaws you guys are so afraid to show to the lecturers.
You guys should be happy that you are learning in this place instead of how I was back then at that certain place. The lecturers are very supportive and encourages you to do good work instead of getting angry at you for eventual mistakes, which is very surprising for me, it was like some sort of a culture shock when I first entered here. The lecturers are too nice, no kidding and it has made me feel more courageous to approach them without any fear embedded in my heart. It made me feel comfortable that I can just do it even with mistakes, I fail, I pick up and do it all over again because that is how one should learn, from their own mistakes and that is how you succeed.
You know you guys can do it, what is there to be scared of? The only obstacle there is is yourself. There is nothing to be shy about of your own flaws, because it'll be much more harsh in the real working environment, given that we're going on our industrial training for three months, you gotta do what you gotta do.
For those who are in the same group as me, I hope you are listening to me. You asked me to lead all the groups and so I am, I will appreciate your cooperation very much, and so far you are doing great. I hope this keeps up, because we're already halfway towards the semester, just a little bit more, you don't have to worry as long as you're with me, but I obviously won't be doing the work alone. I already assigned who will do what and so on. I won't comment further though because we haven't achieve anything yet.
To the jockey, you're a jerk and such a joker in class, I'm glad you are working as big as your physical, keep that spirit up in class because we need more of those. I get it that you're good in making coffee art. You are loud but that is your trademark. I hated you a bit today for singing the whip song but yeah.
To the oldest, I hope you find this course interesting as your 2nd degree. Your new haircut is nice by the way, one of these days you seemed stressed out but I hope you're still keeping the cool because you're a very spontaneous person. Sorry for jumping over your cloth today, I was trapped and had nowhere to step on (and a bit rushing).
To bear, thanks for helping me a lot in inquiring information and car stuffs. I asked you a lot of things and we talked a lot through phone but for some reason not at all in class, even if we do, we're still talking through phone, why even.
To the blur one, you're really blur and has a lot to catch up. Good thing is that you're not stressing over things and it's good to ask rather than getting lost, though sometimes I'm a bit annoyed because I explained things really clear and you still don't get me. I hope you're more independent after this.
To soft voice, I had a feeling that you're trying to initiate all this healthy competition on me with the rest of your friends. I hope you are not hating me, I know we all want to succeed. You even approached me twice to ask me to be in the same group with you. I appreciate it but I will appreciate it more if you don't make it too obvious.
To the tiny one, you're tiny and cute little you. I do really hope you're catching up to all this, you may be soft and shy and weak, but you have the potential and I hope you get my hint that I always want to help you (you did good in the last presentation though, look, our group was the best even!) and I'll always be here if you need help.
To the certain senior, I hope you won't be repeating anything or extending anything due to your health. I want you to move forward and to always see you in class. I hope your foot will get well soon. Also, your medicine still taste like candy. Give me some again later.
To this person who is sitting beside me right now while doing this Inktober thing, you draw everyday and I envy you, how did you do that even? Anyways, I hope that I can maneuver you enough so that you get how my work flow is done, because I dislike procrastinating and I want to do work together with you and finish it together. Like duh we're like (most of the time) 24/7 together now. I drive us everywhere and shit, would be convenient to get the work over all the way to the side. You get me, yeah? You're like the closest I found here that is like a mirror of myself for now (regarding on how we work and shit) and I don't want to lose that. Gotta have at least one person who I can refer to as a friend.
For now, wake up, focus and stop hiding. In the mean time, here's a real challenge; outrank me in class because I will never let you, obviously. Do you want to succeed? Let's do it together. Bring it on, fuckers.