So you don't remember? when do you ever remember? you only do when it's convenient for you, i'm not really "nice" nor do i wish to be that because i don't think i'm genuinely nice, so acting like i am is not something i wanna do, that's different from being polite and respectful though, but still i forgive you every time, that's how i am and even though i dislike that, i'm obliged to in this situation so it's more for myself than it is for you of course, and since you're this kind of person don't expect me to be as honest with you either.
You completely lost my trust a long time ago, don't dare act as if you can keep your words, you seem to be misunderstanding this whole situation thinking you can fix this but no because i gave up years ago and i don't need you to bother me with your delusional and simply ignorant way of thinking, but you still can help though, you wanna know how? ..just shut up and give me space, that will help :)