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  1. #1137732018-04-21 01:38:12Dane said:

    To you/myself,

    Anyways, I hope you don’t hate me when you find this. I shouldn’t be writing it but I just wanted to vent somewhere.

    My thoughts are just ??? as always. They’re gonna be for a long time. I’ve relied on you for so long to keep myself going and wanting to work towards things. There were times where I thought fuck, it’s time to start doing this for myself, but I didn’t like it as much cause I don’t like myself.

    I know we talked about it, but Jesus fuck. Everything got flipped around so quick. Day 1 it was back to kissy lovey stuff and it was very nice. We were genuinely happy to talk to each other. Day 18-19 ? And we’re breaking up again. I realize why we did this time and why it’s good that we’re breaking up for good. I just listened to the vocaroo finally and it made me feel a certain way. It’s been slightly crushing my heart. Not as bad as it’s been before, but just knowing it’s over is it’s own kind of sad. I get why everything happened this way and it sucks. We dragged this along for 3 years, holy shit. I won’t say I regret it, but there’s a big, edgy tear in my heart cause of it. No doubt.

    I shouldn’t have done what I did, but rofl I got rid of someone who actually liked me LOL though honestly making it work with that person would have been worse. Still, I shoved them aside and that was SO fucked up. Feels bad, but I’ve had a shitty 2 weeks in return so it’s okay. Karma.

    I had really great times and my heart felt really good. I wanna find someone when I get my shit together who will give me as much joy as you did. Maybe even more eyes emoji eyes emoji who mf knows. Anyways, I know you like someone else and I’m happy for you. I hope it goes well with you, cause I’ve always known that our personalities didn’t match. I was too much of a bitch, and I felt like I’d had such bad history that you’d never look at me with respect. It’s okay though.

    Things are looking up for me now, for once. Didn’t think I’d bounce back after you left, but I’m cool now. I wanna get back to 170 and do really well at my new job. I’m so excited to start.

    P L A S M A B O Y S

    Okay, well I guess this is it. I hope you don’t see this for a while cause it’s only been like 2 days I think. Idk I can’t keep track of time. Don’t hate me too much.

    Love you.


  2. #1140862018-05-31 14:37:40DarkChaplain said:

    All these years later, you're still a stupid cunt. I knew you were dumb, but with every year, it seems to get worse with you.

    At least some years back, you still had something resembling hobbies of your own which weren't focused on making sure your lover, pardon, "fiance", manages to live his life. Fuck, he's a year older than me, still lives at his mom's place, fucked up his second attempt at studying at university out of his own idiocy and got barred from trying again in the future, and he can't even fucking get himself some medicine from the pharmacy without you driving over there and doing it for him? Wanna wipe his ass too, huh? He's never going to put a baby in your oven, you realize that by now, right? He's been holding you off for years on everything. His supposed studies meant he wouldn't work towards moving in together, no offspring, no marriage, not even standing up for you in front of his dear mommy or retarded family.

    You're gonna work yourself to the bone for nothing, not even a thank you. Nah, while you're working on making Christmas presents for him, he's off with his buddies making plans for a weekend and leaving on a Friday you have to work, going to a fucking strip club with them despite your disapproval, and partying while you're at home having to vent to me on the phone because you have literally no other friends of your own.

    You're dumb as bricks. I don't know why I'm even still bothering talking to you on occasion or picking up the phone. Nostalgia maybe? Morbid curiosity about how you got screwed over by work and family again this time? Fucking hell, I should just block your number and delete you off my contacts. You don't even have any creativity to your mind, no abstract thinking skills or even desire. Nothing. You're boring as sin, stupid and won't be getting married or move out before the 20s anyway. Fuck, you could've moved into your own place years ago but despite getting fucking pay raises, you have expectations that pierce the heavens because hurr maybe in a few years you'd want to move into a larger place anyway for a kid and partner. Fuck, you'd be lucky to get pregnant in the first place at this rate. Your ovaries will have died of old age by the time he's ready to commit himself, and even that proposal over the holidays was just pro forma because he couldn't wiggle out of it anymore without looking like even more of an ass. He made a promise he doesn't intend to keep there, at least not in the near future.

    And it isn't like it's the first time you're being led on like this. Heck, almost TEN FUCKING YEARS AGO I had to knock you on your head just so you realized that you were being fucked with by dipshits, cheated on pretty much and treated like garbage. But oh no, that abusive relationship shit is soooo romantic, right? Twilight and 50 Shades really were harmful to your mental development. Fucking hell, you're stupid.

    Have fun waiting. Don't call me. Piss off.

  3. #1141242018-06-08 10:41:05Shiya said:

    Dear ***,

    You will never read this and I know that, but I will miss you. You left me at the worst time possible over something really stupid. No matter what anyone says there's no way you can "just know" we won't work if you didn't even try or put the effort into it. You have a problem giving up when things get hard, just like the trying to get an internship in the United States and trying to get an internship in Germany. You say the distance doesn't matter and you're wrong about that in my opinion.

    I purposely pushed you away at the end, I'm not going to lie I meant half of what I said. At the time pushing you away was easier for me because you're right I do still want you by my side and yes I would have done anything to make that happen because that's what love is. In the end I guess it didn't really affect you, you instantly changed and deleted every sign of us. If you don't get why that hurts you honestly don't deserve to be in any sort of committed relationship.

    Lastly if you somehow want to be in a relationship you need to talk to your partner more. You have an annoying habit of not telling your partner when something is wrong, so it gets worse. You also need to stop making promises since you break all of them... I hope you really find some sort of happiness someday, but if your idea of giving someone a chance is 2 weeks the odds are against you.

    From someone who cares, Shiya

  4. #1141992018-06-19 17:02:40shafnat said:

    Hey myself,

    Will you ever get better at anything in your life? Can you still improve your quality in anything? You're still not satisfied with everything you have now, have you? I hope not.

    From your friend that has accompanied you for a year, Your Own Stagnant Feeling.

  5. #1157792019-02-14 05:06:39 *Kittycat said:

    To everyone,
    ❤️ Happy Valentines Day!! ❤️
    PS: To anyone who feels sad and lonely today: You are loved, and just because you haven't figured it out yet, doesn't make it any less true :)

  6. #1162822019-04-13 21:03:24Grinners said:


    When you find you're struggling because you're worried about what other people think of you due to peoples lies, remember, you can't control what other people say or think. You can control how you act. Those who matter will ask you and stay. Those that don't can get lost.

    tl;dr, liars don't matter, be your true self.

  7. #1162902019-04-18 16:53:51 *Dane said:


    Sorry you had to go through that. Makes me cringe. I’m doing better now, maybe I can share sometime?



    It’s nice to speak with both of you again. I don’t want to though. It’s complicated. Missed ya though


    Those who know are really proud. I am not happy with myself yet. I'm a little on edge, but I'm gonna see it through :) waiting game.