toxic, toxic, toxic
where the fuck do i belong
toxic, toxic, toxic
where the fuck do i belong
I HATE DRIVING.
Driving to classes daily on my scouter and getting stucked in traffic is so frustrating. HOT HUMID SUMMER and stuck in a traffic jam is the best thing ever.
What makes this even better is rain, now I'm stuck in traffic and it's raining so I have to wear my raincoat(if I have one) then drive my scouter when it's raining and I can't see shit through my helmet.
I'm definitely gonna kill someone in rain(probably myself) -__-
I feel like I can't do it anymore.
It's fine if they want emotional support from me time to time but this kind of thing is exhausting.
I just finished an almost 2 hr long talk last last night and a long chat last night, now I had just woke up and I was already bombarded with messages.
You're their friend, not psychologist, not therapist.
I know that I need to stop this but my conscience is stopping me.
I feel like she would really die and it'll be my fault.
@IrawaWeirHolo i have an internet friend that's like that too. Extremely suicidal. Even in her Instagram she was only following one person, it's me. But one day i was extremely busy and can't reply her chat, it's sickening at those times, like does she even care if we have our own problem? and so she left me, unfollowing, and i thought she already died hahaha but yeah yesterday she came back apologizing. You just gotta take your time man. Helping someone doesn't mean you should sacrifice your own time and minding their problems more than yours.
I do hope it does.
HOW HARD CAN IT BE TO GET MY NITOCRIS?!?! 120 QUARTZ AND COUNTING, AND ALL I GET ARE SHITTY CRAFT ESSENCES I DON'T NEED, WANT OR GOT MLB'D ALREADY?! FFS! I WANT MY PHARAOH!
GACHA IS BAD CIVILIZATION!
the reason why I left FGO
no mama Brynhildr and papa King Hassan for me
I got run over by a car today.. Not fun
They didn't back-up to run over you again?
How the fuck do you always have the most idiotic accidents happening to you? On that note, was it better or worse than drowning or setting yourself on fire?
@DarkChaplain To be fair, I haven't set myself on fire yet.
It's Friday, and nothing ever happens on Fridays, it seems.
my cat stole my beauty blender and then clawed it.
I legit had to google that and still don't understand what it's for...
Okay, I admit, I'm was not in my best mood to go to school. the first subject really went well but then here comes the second fucking one, Agricultural Sciences Lab. First of all, I have huge respect for our prof there and it maybe my fault for not reaching out but damn, leaders should delegate jobs, you should've told me earlier that there was a paper work needed to be done and we have like 2 groups so half the class per group and you always expect me to do all the paperworks in such short notice? hell fucking no. I basically accepted the job cause we would have nothing to pass to our prof and for the record you all forced me to do it, i was more than will to do manual labour but fuck no, ya'll to lazy to type shit. I had to fucking sit there and do a whole fucking outline in my phone(yes typing a whole 3 paged outline on a microsoft word app) while you plow, transplant, e.t.c almost all the stereotypical agri stuff. imagine literally starting a whole shit from zero in a phone. I was asking you all questions about the paper cause you were the ones who planned the thing but no you all like to fuck around first before getting serious. I finally finished the damned thing and went to rest in the classroom and guess what? the prof got angry, why? cause as she said "Do you know how irritating it is to see a man just sitting there on his cellphone while everybody was working on the farm? you can't say that you had no working clothes so you won't risk getting dirty cause heck there are girls there on school uniform doing their jobs you also couldn't say that you hate to do manual labors so you just stick to paper works; don't you see? the smartest kid in the class is also the most skillful in the field? what's your reason now?" see fucking see, no one even bothered to say and admit that they forced me to do this fucking thing what can I do? plant shits while typing outline on my phone? no fucking body even bothered to admit that they had a lapse in judgement and delegated the paperwork literally at the time of the subject it was supposed to be passed. fucking shit. I hope ya'll rot in hell.
,,,why does everyone here seem to have an issue with properly formatting their fuckin' posts?
might have to do about something called "too pissed off to check"....
"too pissed off to press enter twice", you mean?
the best kind of ventilation is your nose, do you know my nose (and your nose too) can vent the heat going into ur body and acts like an AC or a heater. Mad how we vent all the time unaware of our bodily functions
@c1arcy i have polyp in my nose it's harder to vent when your AC is clogged. especially when sleeping.
does this mean that when I'm FUMING and am breathing heavily thru my nose I am literally "cooling off" and anyone that tells me to chill can rest easy knowing that i am doing all that is within my venting power to "chill"
because i believe it does
jesse, i love you
(fucked up that i cant post emojis)
I curated my bro's looks
I gave them all my ideas cuz they are the ones our family needs to shine light on
I'm left with the most boring/basic combination of pieces
I'm frustrated and sad at the same time
I forgot, sorry.
Valentines is coming
More and more people are flexing their status by asking me why I still have no one to spend it with
fuck you Valentines day
it is empty like old tree :(