I just wondered, has any of you ever felt lost in life?
I actually felt lost all of the time. I'm still glad that I could still do my hobbies. But life could feel kind of aimless when I had dreams but never actually strife for it.
I'm turning 23 next month. Yes, I'm already an adult and that's what makes me even more disappointed in myself. All I ever did was obey my parents and became what society would see as an "normal" individual. Haha. Impressive right? ...Actually, no.
I studied hard and after graduated, I got myself a job. I worked hard only to be constantly compared with people I never even met before.
Mom: "You know that auntie?"
Me: "Yea... I think I met her before when she came to our house"
Mom: "You know, her daughter's salary is two times higher than yours and could even afford to buy a car. I heard that her daughter is planning to buy a house in the near future"
Me: "Wow... that's great"
When the truth is I couldn't care less... =_="
Other similar situations happen all the time. To the point that I got sick of it. And so... I'm really sorry for all these rants.
I'd appreciate it if anyone would kindly leave a comment.