Earlier this week, one of my troubled friend suddenly asked me out of the blue "How come you're happy everytime?" I never have really thought that way until today I realized that I was voluntarily indulging in sadness whenever I'm alone; It would explain how he always perceive me to be always happy. I honestly never had felt sad for others yet I find myself tearing up with sad fictional stories. Is it abnormal to only find sadness in an artificial way? Am I emotionally healthy?

Playing The House Of Fata Morgana Requiem For Innocence tonight

My friends gave me the nickname "stump" cause of the incident from the Cadet's ball.

I mostly drink instant black coffee and save my beans for special occasions or moods.

Now I know how much my social skills relied on planning.

Don't forget oranges.

I feel less honorable than before, if there was honor in me at all.

I hate myself for destroying one of the most consistent things that I have ever done. My record of no cheating since elementary has ended.

Doing all of my requirements tonight 13 business letters

Review for 4 of my final exams

Summary of a book

Printed reports

Reaction papers

Research papers

All of which are due tomorrow.

the whole topic is pointless to be honest.