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I enjoy Adobe Photoshop & Flash, anime & manga, vidya gaems & music, and long walks on the beach during the sunset.

Noon joined on Jul 28th, 2011, since that has made 61 posts that are still accessible today, 1 of which are threads. Helping shape the community, Noon has given 81 upvotes, and was last online on Mar 7th, 2016.

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  • In Personality test (Lets see how fucked up you are v1)

    Redid the test after 3 years:


  • In DRRR!! S2 Confirmed (aka The Colorless 2: Electric Boogaloo)

    Just wanted to point out that the official site is also updated for S2 as well. Not sure if this is old news or not.

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  • In [Life] Message to anyone!

    Dear you,

    Whether you know it or not, I'm that kid who sits next to you in class with that S ranked social anxiety. I know we have never spoken whatsoever, but unfortunately I am interested in you. This really isn't good for me as I am the palest thing with a pulse in that school, and I'm rather sure that the general opinion of me is that I'm just another quiet, creepy, nerdy, ugly kid. Even though I doubt you think of me as such, seeing as you're quiet yourself for the most part and generally kind, I hope that you don't view me as a huge creeper.

    I've always thought about getting to know you, but I cannot see that going anywhere past my minor body shakes, my inferior posture, and my inability to be social amongst other things. So just as every other relationship I've thought of pursuing, I must push that idea out in order to prevent your image of me from going bad to worse, and to prevent the idea of social rejection from becoming tangible which I have built up in my head for years. The very idea of you taking my approach as awkward and then proceeding pity me with conversation fills me with a mental affliction.

    I understand that I am a dumbass and a chicken-shit. I realize that this decision is terrible. My outward life is controlled by my anxiety, and I need to fix that. So please accept this apology in advance for my own action where I, yet again, let a possible relationship with a kind, lovable, and beautiful woman slip away from my life. Even if you were to accept my non-existent advances, I would feel terrible for "taking you off the market." I am not a good person. While I don't use drugs, drink, smoke, have violent tendencies, or anything of those sorts, you deserve someone who is FAR better than I. I'm just another chicken-shit who would rather stay indoors alone or with close-knit family than actually putting up with stress to create successful relations. I'm ugly, underweight, and awkward. I've grown too accustom to being like this to even imagine being any other way.

    So I'm sorry for being inept. I'm sorry for being awkward. But mostly I'm sorry for myself, for allowing myself to be this way. I'm sorry for allowing myself to be pitied by the common man and those hard-workers who have amazing social skills, body language, and appearances.

    Apologetically, that stupid awkward fucker who is full of self-loathing.