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I'm Leah and I'm a college freshman. I like science and I'm gay. I make gifs. UvU

kurodesu joined on Jan 15th, 2011, since that has made 15 posts that are still accessible today, 1 of which are threads. Helping shape the community, kurodesu has given 22 upvotes, and was last online on Feb 17th, 2014.

  • In [Life] Message to anyone!

    Dear friend,

    Dude I am so sorry I got your boyfriend banned from campus. I really fucked up. Especially since that was was supposed to be the last time... Your ability to forgive me after the hurt I've caused you amazes me, so I'm taking the next step in my life and throwing away everything that I had left over. It's been a bumpy ride for me but I should have already taken this step. I may be sober now but I'll always be an addict.

    Love, respect, and gratitude, Leah

  • In [Life] Message to anyone!

    Dearest sister

    I'm completely okay with the fact that people think we are incestuous. However, if you ever actually do come onto me- and I'm sure you never will- that will NOT be okay.

    ~Love~ your sister

  • In IRL Picture Thread
  • In [Life] Message to anyone!

    Dear, Dearest: Not only have you ruined self-respect, but you have also ruined countless relationships- intimate or not- and you make me live in fear. I know you're angry and I know you're sad. That's why I can never bring myself to confront you. You have my sympathy and it pisses me off. I'm angry that I have to rely on you. I'm angry that you're the only option. I'm angry I didn't get what others did. I'm angry at everything you ever did to me and I'm angry that I'm always always always forgiving you. I'm angry that you never forgive me... I'm sad that you don't. I'm jealous of others who get help. I'm torturing myself for you. So you don't get into trouble. So you can stay with who you love. So you can live as normal a life you can get. It's all for you and you still do these things to me. Why? I want to know what I did. Some days I can't eat. Some days I lay in bed drowning in self hatred and bad memories. I had an episode in class yesterday. I thought of you and got phantom pains and started spasming and keeled over it hurt so much. Why did you do that? Despite all efforts not to- LOVE, Leah.

  • In What are you reading?

    I am reading Howl's Moving Castle by Diana Jones, The Complete Works of Lewis Carroll, Miss Peregrines Home Peculiar Children by Ransom Riggs, and Only Revolutions by Mark Z. Danielewski.

  • In Do You Believe in God?

    Nope! But I mean, it's just rude to argue it with people in most cases. Believe what you want, I don't care, man!

  • In Post what you're listening to.

  • In End of School Celebrations! (Here comes Summer!)

    I'm out and graduated! Man, my high school experience has been weird. I went to a really ghetto school but got into a really prissy program inside it so it was a nice mix of two polar opposites. BUT! I just got back from my orientation college thing and my dorm is pretty sweet! Any other grads here?

  • In Unpopular Opinions
    • I don't like US/UK at all -Those cookies in the plastic trays you buy at walmart with the weird icing and sprinkles don't taste good
  • In Post the song that matches your current feeling in life.

    Since I'm moving away soon, and I've always been a beach girl, I'll miss my ocean. ):