probably emptying my bio could save some data if you're stalking me..
shafnat joined on Oct 1st, 2011, since that has made 818 posts that are still accessible today, 6 of which are threads. Helping shape the community, shafnat has given 1321 upvotes, and was last online on Feb 15th, 2019.
Somehow, i really kind of surprised to see the title of the thread. Made me realize that i still have my parents. Haven't talked to them for weeks, living alone pretty far away.
Financially, i still rely to my mom. If she dies, i might be able to make money just for myself. But i always think of my sisters. Somehow being the oldest kid made me feel responsible, eventhough i know i'd still have my father but--- can't rely much on him. Issues. Shit.
Mentally, i think i am ready if the time has come. But again, my sisters wont. They still live in one bed with my mom while i am so far away in another province.Sadness, of course everyone would be sad when their parents die. But at least, mentally i can keep living on independently. And i keep hoping my sisters would start to grow their independent thing on themselves too soon, because they haven't.
and real honest, everytime i think about when my parents die, it always come to think of my sisters instead of thinking of "how sad i am gonna be". Gosh, i hope they grow up soon i wont worry about them this much.
collab i did with my friend.
ok listen bot we had our own 2018 calendar and we are proud of that i believe yours aint better than ours
the duration of every notes are so precise oh gosh
Emotional stability 1.3
Social boldness 1.3
Openness to change 3.4
man lets be specific.... "SOUTH EAST ASIAN"
IM PROBABLY SO LATE BUT PLEASE WATCH THESE KIDS