Is it wrong to hate adults? I know I will someday become one of them in the future, but I really hate the way they think. Just because they're older doesn't mean they are wiser than the younger people. I don't get it when I get in trouble for talking back, I am standing up for myself. For what I believe in.... My dad scares the hell out of me, when I express my anger. He always manages to turn my anger into fear and sorrow. My mom doesn't let me speak at all, she makes what I say turn into a fight. I ask questions about her decision, and she acts as if I'm interrogating her. My parents never taught me how to stand up for myself. I had to learn it from school, through bullying. When I was a loner at school, I felt even more complicated. I didn't know how to get a long with kids my age. I didn't get their jokes, but that's probably because they were sick jokes. My older sister always told me about how I was so mature for my age. I never really believed it, even when I wanted to. I hate my parents, I hate the way they make me follow their decisions even when they are totally unbelievable. For instance, my mom wanted me to change my religion. My dad has that neutral personality when it came to religion, so he was totally fine with it. My mom in the other hand, is one of those bi@#$es where she uses Gods name to get her way. One time she actually told us that we shouldn't buy clothes, because God doesn't like it. You have no idea how funny it was, when she told us those exact words. My sister was annoyed, but I was just so pissed off. If she was going to use God in this shopping business, she should at least make an effort to actually make sense. She acted as if we were stupid, and would believe whatever she says!

that is totally me O_O

I didn't come to the colorless for so long... it's been about few months. This website changed!!! Sorry to say, but I liked the old version of this website, they updated it too much. Anyhow, I've watched/read new manga/anime. I'll write some right now. HANA NO KISHI (manga) FETISH BERRY (manga) AKUMA TO LOVE SONG (personal favorite, manga) I am also currently watching, ARCANA FAMGLIA ( anime, I'm not sure if I spelled it right... sorry) THE DEVIL WITHIN (manga).... basically they are all mangas.... sorry I couldn't think of any anime. Also I know most people are going to be confused about this part, but I GOT TWO KITTIES!!!!! Before I suddenly stopped using my colorless account, I created a thread about my master plan about getting a kitten. But after those few months, I got two!!! The very first one is Molly, my very first pet. heart And my second kitten is about three months younger than Molly, and her name is Yami! <3 They are sisters from another mister. (they have the same mother, but different dads... I think.) They are strays, and sadly Yami's and Molly's mother has dissapeared.... But they are doing fine right now, they are my little trouble makers. tee hee ^_^ I am sooo good at being random....

I'm planning on disobeying my parents, and get my first pet!!!! It was my grandma's idea, not the disobeying part, but getting the kitten!!! I am so excited about getting the cat, but usually whenever I feel excited about getting anything that I want... I usually don't get it.... Anyhow, I will try to get the cat at all costs.

It was the most beautiful anime, I've ever seen. If you haven't seen Witch Blade yet. Then you are missing out, for a anime freak. XD

This is for the people who gave me advice in the I Am A Hater thread. If you don't want to hear the very long story, you should get out of this thread, right now. P.S. you may hate me after reading this thread. This drama started, when my neighbor rang our doorbell. My mom was in the living room, so she can hear our conversation. My dad answered the door, but called me to translate what the neighbor was saying. Just to tell you my dad doesn't speak English. My neighbor told us about how we needed to rebuild the wall that separated our property to their property, because the city told us we had to. They explained that they already know who to hire and how much it will cost. We just need to pay half of the bill. I thought it was fair and dad thought it was fair too. So I agreed. My mom didn't say anything, until my neighbors left. She started walking out the door, without a word. I asked her where she was going. And this is where I started panicking. She said, that she was going to cancel the deal! Let me add some more info. My mom does not speak English. And my mom and dad were in a bad mood, since they fought in morning about some other things. So my mom was in no mood to be letting anything go, that she doesn't like. As I was walking with her there, I tried to convince her to let this go. And told her that they were going to tell us how much it cost, and will show us the receipt to prove it all. But she wouldn't listen. I couldn't let her go alone, since the neighbor doesn't speak our language. And it would freak the neighbors out if a old lady started speaking some different language that they don't know. And trust me my mom will not leave until a police comes, or we let her get what she wants. (Something similar to this happened before.) So when we got to the door I started calling my older sister who is currently living somewhere (personal info). She picked up the phone, and I panicked. Because my mom just rang the doorbell to the neighbor's house. I had to tell my sister what was going on before the neighbor opened the doora.But it was too late, so I told my sister to wait, and tried to explain to the neighbor what my mom was trying to do. But it turned out, the man who opened the door was a family member of the neighbor, who does not speak English. But he did somehow say that the guy I was trying to talk to was gone for some errand he had to do. So I told him I'd come back later. I began to calm down a little, since I had some time to sort things out. I told my mom that he wasn't there, I regret sooo much that I said this but, I said we can come back a little later. I hated myself for saying that. But that got my mom to finally shut up for at least few minutes. I began telling my sister about what was happening because, I didn't know what to do. But sadly, she was busy and wherever she was, had a lot of people talking, loudly. So I had to tell her the situation over and over again until I started to cry. She then, told me to give the phone to my mom. She was in the house and I was outside. I went inside and gave her the phone and walked back out. And went through a crazy crying mode. I was literally talking to God out loud. That's how desperate I was. But of course I got no answer. But I did somehow, got some comfort, and rose back on my feet. I went back inside the house, and saw that my mom was with the neighbors. The neighbor seemed like they were trying to understand what she was saying. And surprisingly they understood her, more than I did. But I had to translate to my mom what my neighbors were saying, because my mom didn't understand what they were saying. She never tries to understand anyone else but herself. Anyhow, my neighbors were trying to convince me to do this plan of theirs. Which I already agreed to, but my mom of course had to complain about it. But my neighbors didn't understand that.After the conversation with the neighbors was finished, but not solved. I asked my mom what my older sister said... And this is where I become a crybaby again...sigh She said that she hanged up. That pissed me off. My tantrum was about to come back. My tantrum that I haven't had for many years was ready to blow out! I explained to her what the neighbor's plan were so many times. Yet she kept on saying the same thing over and over again. This is what was happening for three straight hours. The city told us that we had to rebuild the wall. It's common sense that we pay half of the bill of creating this new wall. So the neighbors told us to pay half. This is what I said over and over again, in different ways. Tell them to build half of the wall, and we'll do the other half on our own. She also said this over and over again in the same words. I asked her when, and she says, whenever we want to. I tell her we need to do it now, because our neighbor has a dog. And we need a wall to keep the dog from our property. And she says, no. At this point I didn't even understand her answer. I couldn't understand anything. I felt like I was going crazy. Then, finally, my dad comes out asking me why I am crying.( My dad was in his room, after he agreed to the plan. He was already exhausted from work, and the fight with that woman.) (Sorry but I don't want to call her mother anymore.) He asked me why am I so involved with this, " Why don't you just ignore this all? This isn't something you should be involved in. This is what your "mother" wants to do. Let her do it alone." And my mom told me the same thing. But I was stubborn, and said,"Because! nobody will understand anyone!!! I'm the only one who can translate everything! I can't just ignore this all!" Then my dad started yelling at that woman. And that woman began yelling back. And even when dad walked away, pissed. She never said sorry, or admit she was wrong. I went crazy when this was going on. I went to my room and closed the door and turned the lights off. At this point it was already 9:00 PM. In the pitch dark room I cried and cried. And what freaks me out now... was that I began laughing while I was crying. I know I made a big deal out of something that shouldn't have been such a big deal. I really do know, but as a human I made a mistake. The reason why I wrote it in this thread was because I was panicking when the drama started. I desperately looked for any kind of advice. Since the advice from my older sister failed. I began searching for someone else. But I had no one else to turn to. Since I remembered that this was the website that helped me when I was having a hard time, before. I wrote that other thread. But I was afraid to write the real story, so I made up a similar story. I am very sorry again. But it is true that my mom abandoned me mentally for years, and suddenly tried to become a mother to me again. And I actually gave her another chance. The only part that was made up was the friend part. I am still, very sorry. I'm sorry that I took a long time to reply. And thanks again for giving me good advices.

@Inasda Lol!!! I loved your advice. Although, it was pretty bad. Thanks, this helped me laugh for the first time in a long time. I'm sorry to say that all the drama already happened before I read this. I sort of panicked when the drama started. So I began trying to get all the help I could from anything. I called the one person I thought I could trust and she couldn't help. I panicked even more, and actually went through a emotional break down. Before people get the wrong idea. Let me write another thread, I'm very sorry. This thread is true about the hating part. But the friend part was the example of what really happened. If that even makes any sense. Thank you all, again.

@pontakun okay, I wish I thought of that before. :( But sometimes it is impossible to avoid telling her these kind of things. And thanks for this advice.

Let me first say thank you very much for all of your advice, I will try to reply to all of your advices. And I am very sorry for taking so long to reply to this thread

In my opinion, I think that phones, computers, internet, and electronic are taking over the world. I'm not saying we shouldn't use electronic anymore. I'm just saying that, it's ruining our lives. But of course, they are good in some ways.... Anyhow what do you think is taking over the human minds. I created this post out of curiosity. There is probably going to be a lot of hater's comments. sigh