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squareof3 joined on Nov 30th, 2011, since that has made 269 posts that are still accessible today, 7 of which are threads. Helping shape the community, squareof3 has given 339 upvotes, and was last online on Oct 19th, 2019.

  • In [Life] Message to anyone!

    I've been doing a lot of thinking over the past couple years. Thinking about who I am, the choices I've made, and the life I've led. I cant say that I am happy with all of it, I cant say that I have led a life where I haven't hurt people along the way, but I have come to realize over the years that thats just the name of the game. None of us can go through life and not catch a couple bodies along the way. Some of us intentionally, mostly out of the ignorance of youth. I guess all I really want to say, is forgive yourself for your mistakes, and please learn from them. Don't let your guilt over hurting someone rule over you, even if there is nothing you can do to mend that relationship, wish them happiness and make some for yourself as well.

  • In CL Music Club

    Eh why not ill join

  • In CL Literature 2.0

    I don't wanna die, but also I don't want to be alive.

    I just want to disappear from between my sheets,

    And dissolve into the puddles on the streets.

    Turns out I'm not as clever as before,

    And people say I need to be more honest.

    But honesty isn't something I can afford.

  • In Are you ever going to get married?

    I'm not actively looking at the moment, but I am open to the idea. If I were to get married I would like a small wedding, just family and friends, no extended cousins or anything like that. Though the more I think about it, the more I like the idea of staying single for longer. Marriage can be a tricky thing, and I'd rather not be 5 years down the line and realize I made a mistake with the person I chose. So for the time being I'm just gonna enjoy being single.

  • In What countries have you visited?

    Japan- It was about what I imagined. Greece- Totally blew me away, a beautiful country. England- Basically diet USA France- Really pretty city planning Colombia- Beautiful country, beautiful people, fantastic food. Also the jewelry is amazing. South Africa- Beautiful country and people, amazing food. Very affordable so that’s great.

  • In I saw my ex today

    The last time I saw my ex was last summer. I was in the city going to my favorite bar to congratulate myself on finally finishing a long work project. I walk in and she is sitting at the bar. She lives 12 hours north west of me by car. I had no idea she'd be there. We broke it off on good terms so I went up and said hi, we caught up. I drove her around to see the sights. A couple times through the night she tried to kiss me and I said "Im just not there, if Im honest it was only recently that I got over us breaking up and my romantic feelings for you." Then she said something that left me reeling. "Oh! By the way I have a boyfriend, its that guy I met when we were together." After that I dropped her off at her hotel and went home. Havent spoken to her since.

  • In CL Update 2019 [Retirement Edition]

    Hello Darkness my old friend.

  • In CL Literature 2.0

    I cant tell my highs from my lows anymore, sometimes I stay up all night just staring at the floor. Remembering how you shook yellin at me for my sins. The look in your eyes like javelins.

  • In POs inthis theresd when your durnk OK

    LIsten guys. I love some of you, some of you I tolerate, most of you I do not know. Im like super sad on the inside, like my brain doesnt work right. Like I wanna die on a regular basis and idk im just being overly sentimental maybe. IM gonna go cry in the bath tub.

  • In If CL were to disappear, what would you do?

    It would feel really weird for me, Ive met so many long time friends here that I still keep in regular contact with. Having the place we met up and disappear would be jarring honestly.