There's really something special about ranting here. Though I always get too personal by the end of it and delete the whole thing, typing it out is very satisfying.

I keep wishing for more chances, getting said chances and wasting them again and again.. I just don't know anymore

Thanks :)

I had a cold + awful cramps and felt like puking my insides out all at the same time during my tutoring class and couldn't focus at all, my teacher just thought I wasn't trying.. And it just got even better when I threw up in public on my way home.. What a day

Here we go...

I used to have a hard time dozing off but now all I need to do is lay down?? I know that's supposed to be a blessing but I rather have insomnia rn. Planning on doing shit for school tomorrow only to suddenly wake up the next day just in time for classes is getting pretty vexing.

Sorry but you're late to the game young one

Thanks!

Back to making cl my online diary I guess

Exam season gets me so on edge I get panic attacks on a daily basis. But today is the very first time I finally identify it as such so I now kinda feel better about it. It's oddly reassuring.