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squareof3
99th percentile


squareof3 joined on Nov 30th, 2011, since that has made 267 posts that are still accessible today, 7 of which are threads. Helping shape the community, squareof3 has given 336 upvotes, and was last online on Jul 17th, 2019.


  • In CL Literature 2.0

    I don't wanna die, but also I don't want to be alive.

    I just want to disappear from between my sheets,

    And dissolve into the puddles on the streets.

    Turns out I'm not as clever as before,

    And people say I need to be more honest.

    But honesty isn't something I can afford.

  • In Are you ever going to get married?

    I'm not actively looking at the moment, but I am open to the idea. If I were to get married I would like a small wedding, just family and friends, no extended cousins or anything like that. Though the more I think about it, the more I like the idea of staying single for longer. Marriage can be a tricky thing, and I'd rather not be 5 years down the line and realize I made a mistake with the person I chose. So for the time being I'm just gonna enjoy being single.

  • In What countries have you visited?

    Japan- It was about what I imagined. Greece- Totally blew me away, a beautiful country. England- Basically diet USA France- Really pretty city planning Colombia- Beautiful country, beautiful people, fantastic food. Also the jewelry is amazing. South Africa- Beautiful country and people, amazing food. Very affordable so that’s great.

  • In I saw my ex today

    The last time I saw my ex was last summer. I was in the city going to my favorite bar to congratulate myself on finally finishing a long work project. I walk in and she is sitting at the bar. She lives 12 hours north west of me by car. I had no idea she'd be there. We broke it off on good terms so I went up and said hi, we caught up. I drove her around to see the sights. A couple times through the night she tried to kiss me and I said "Im just not there, if Im honest it was only recently that I got over us breaking up and my romantic feelings for you." Then she said something that left me reeling. "Oh! By the way I have a boyfriend, its that guy I met when we were together." After that I dropped her off at her hotel and went home. Havent spoken to her since.

  • In CL Update 2019 [Retirement Edition]

    Hello Darkness my old friend.

  • In CL Literature 2.0

    I cant tell my highs from my lows anymore, sometimes I stay up all night just staring at the floor. Remembering how you shook yellin at me for my sins. The look in your eyes like javelins.

  • In POs inthis theresd when your durnk OK

    LIsten guys. I love some of you, some of you I tolerate, most of you I do not know. Im like super sad on the inside, like my brain doesnt work right. Like I wanna die on a regular basis and idk im just being overly sentimental maybe. IM gonna go cry in the bath tub.

  • In If CL were to disappear, what would you do?

    It would feel really weird for me, Ive met so many long time friends here that I still keep in regular contact with. Having the place we met up and disappear would be jarring honestly.

  • In If CL were to disappear, what would you do?

    I would probably be sad for awhile, but I've got most of you on discord so whatever. Id blame Warlock though.

  • In Daily Venting Thread

    Spent 2 hours today in a pointless meeting, talking about user stories that the entire department already discussed and agreed on last week, when I could have been working on the actual project. Tomorrow we have another 2 hour meeting on the same thing because this ship is sinking fast and I dont care anymore just pay me.