Hello wolfy, this is jack speaking on your profile page.
I really love @DictatorHilton
"Men of profound sorrow give themselves away when they are happy: they have a way of grasping happiness as if they wanted to crush and smother it, from jealousy - alas, they know too well that it will flee away."
Wolfangle joined on May 18th, 2011, since that has made 1215 posts that are still accessible today, 40 of which are threads. Helping shape the community, Wolfangle has given 2223 upvotes, and was last online on Mar 22nd, 2018.
Making this thread like the series of the venting & happiness thread. I feel like I can't really move on with the bad things in my head, good or bad. It makes sense to just let it out sometimes. And on a personal side, knowing most for you guys for 7 years+ Why shouldn't I be more open than I already am. I'm also gonna say all this with a smile on my face cause although some confessions can be bad, there's always time for improvement!
So here we go.
Most people know me as a terrible saver...Spender.. Who cares. Normally I'm fine once I have enough money in my bank account & my serious saving side kicks in like a responsible adult, but with all the unforeseen occurrences in the past few months. It's been rather shit :'D I spend money on people, too much & too often. More like the past few pay checks I've spent almost half to donating to people. Saying this with the shakiness in my hands as I type, I love making people happy or giving them a sudden smile from something unexpected. But it's just ruining me as I do it.
I feel like it's a sense to cope for the lack of comfort I've felt lately. People pay attention to you when you give them something. But how much of that is actually true or "worth it"? It's more than a bad habit and I'm stupid as fuck :') But nows the time to stop it.
I AM LONELY AS FUCK, IVE GOT A BAD HABIT FOR SOME BAD STUFF RN, AND IDK, I TOOK MODALERT SO IM HYPE BUT IM ALSO LOST AND JUST LIKE. LIKE THERE'S NO ONE TO VIBE WITH RIGHT NOW. AND AS A STRONG INDIVIDUAL ITS HARD TO EXPRESS THIS WHEN YOU'RE THE STABLE SHOULDER PEOPLE REST THEIR HEADS ON. IM JUST.. UGH. AND I SAY THIS WITH A PATHETIC SMILE ON MY FACE
At one point the funding for this site will end, and so will all the memories we'd look back on. It'd be like destroying some bad memory that you had fun with. Like a terrible drug past but remembering the bad influence of good friends you had during that time. Hold close to the ones that you gained, eventually let go of the past & continue. There will always be something new to drive us on if not CL
Found like the perfect girl a few weeks ago, right when she gets back with her ex. Soo that sucks & has a weird lingering feeling cause she's like a crush I cant have. Plus I was too sick to work today. Meaning tomorrow's gonna be stressful af
You get your hipster language out of here
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A lot of things. Slightly over the death of someone, but this depressing bumbed out feel still stays. That's affecting my work. And with the recent pile ups, it's made 2 hours of usual work into 6 hours. Recovering from being sick & nearly dead, which i had the physical strength to work out and exercise from before. Annd I think the loneliness has finally got to me. I really do get in a terrible mood when there's no one to admire or feel admired by.
@DarkChaplain And for once it's not Evo this time who liked your random venting thread post.