I cant tell my highs from my lows anymore, sometimes I stay up all night just staring at the floor. Remembering how you shook yellin at me for my sins. The look in your eyes like javelins.

LIsten guys. I love some of you, some of you I tolerate, most of you I do not know. Im like super sad on the inside, like my brain doesnt work right. Like I wanna die on a regular basis and idk im just being overly sentimental maybe. IM gonna go cry in the bath tub.

It would feel really weird for me, Ive met so many long time friends here that I still keep in regular contact with. Having the place we met up and disappear would be jarring honestly.

I would probably be sad for awhile, but I've got most of you on discord so whatever. Id blame Warlock though.

Spent 2 hours today in a pointless meeting, talking about user stories that the entire department already discussed and agreed on last week, when I could have been working on the actual project. Tomorrow we have another 2 hour meeting on the same thing because this ship is sinking fast and I dont care anymore just pay me.

I am having serious imposter syndrome. Like I know this stuff but like I feel like i shouldnt be where I am at.

Hello, I know you think that you have no business being here, that you dont deserve these good things that are happening, but thats not true. You have worked hard for this, you have continued to work hard for this. You might need to kick it up a notch, but you can do it. You can do it. Dont stress about it.

Sincerely, Square

Hello, I know you think that you have no business being here, that you dont deserve these good things that are happening, but thats not true. You have worked hard for this, you have continued to work hard for this. You might need to kick it up a notch, but you can do it. You can do it. Dont stress about it.

Sincerely, Square